Love after love

i found this poem in one book I read recently...

the time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say,sit here.Eat
You will love again the stranger who was your self
Give wine.Give bread.Give back your heart
to itself,to the stranger who has loved you

all your life,whom you ignored
for another,who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs,the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit.Feast on your life.


-by Derek Walcott

my graduation

time is ticking...dah xlama lg utk aku ada kat upm..mixture of feeling..happy,seday,lega etc.susah nak aku gmbrkan perasaan ni...am I ready to step out into the society?bersediakah aku?am I prepared enough?will I find what I've been looking all this time?will I success or fail?will I survive?am I going to be happier than now?sume persoalan ni selalu mengganggu pemikiran yg jarang berfikir nie...but, for now just let it be...I still have class I need to attend right now...

big girl don't cry

is it real
when people said love and misery
always stay side by side
is it real
that there is no truth in lie
is it real
that there's no use to cry
over the spill milk
is it real that tears won't make things right
is it real?